[theres] something to be said
not much, for the
idea that everyone ought to commit suicide once in a while
Hayden Carruth
Listen to the hiss zigzag
aggressions, depression, graphs
while calmer heads shake their souls --
stirred in sadness
do the best they can?
Who wanted to be the kid
parked in an alcove reading runes
till only peace could come,
like a scum, a sediment obscuring
penis assessments in locker rooms?
Who nurses the savage complaint?
Games, old boy as if
some Cartesian evil genius
were whispering
What --
about me. But what
about the me?
Parking in the Garden,
[Strapped to oxygen]
Lying on rocks
(page change)
Or sitting in aloeswood
scented air conditioning
This sentimental act of tail
-wags-dog: Why are we here?
deflects the slow drag
throb centered in
the nothing
mambo.
Viz., be kind.
Wit (2)
A crow flaps up and croaks
(I think): Well, fuck you.
Suchness a cloudy sweep, an open palm
indicating the four corners, the
totality
Guess what.
No answer.
Wit (3)
But deaths a portal into
Where you master the art
Of farting it off,
The anteroom
The drowning rescuer
Adverts for pie in the sky . . .
I was the wrong midwife.
Whither? Whence? Why?
Great Valley Spirit
Tao, shes the mother
For whom even a casual cough,
A crows croak
Is part of the art.
Wit (4)
Were spoiled, laughs the woman
in the cool
neon
like stadium
UFO
lights
supermarket, Were the
cool ones, we
used to lay out under trees
on days like this.
Dew point heat
on a day of global warming
paper thin blood blistered
struggling
Though you might disavow kinship,
she adds, I am your twin.